World of fantasy

I was standing on the edge of the mountain waiting for you, days flew like dust,came evening than night,still standing there with no traces of you, now I know that no one will ever love me like you but I'm sure of one thing no one will hurt me like you. I walked thousands of miles to search for you, I got tortured by thousands times yet I stood against it to find you, I walked on rocks,hot sand,cold ice just to see you, I got beaten by thousands of people,just to get the information of you, I crossed rivers and lakes in search of you,my legs got numbed but I never lost hope just for you, starved for days and nights,still looking for you, my head got hit against the wall blood flowed like water,yet I kept thinking it's worth it because it's for you, when I finally saw you without someone else plotting against me, the feeling I had was crushed by a thousand rocks,bit by bit it shattered into pieces. The promise we made was just a show for you. I never thought that a day might

Why must you leave me, why must you love me but leave me in the end, why must you bring tears to my eyes,  why must you say words that pierce me like thousands of swords, why must you leave me in the middle of nowhere,why is it me being hurt in the end, why is it you being cold towards me, why am I so stupid to let you in,why did you promise when you couldn't even complete, why must you pretend to love than using me like a toy,why have you gave me a scar that I'll never leave my heart, why must I cry, why did you take me to places that gave me hope, why did you smile if it was fake, why did you want to hold me if I was disgusting in your eyes,why must you be cruel, why is so painful to forget,why can never have a any ending it will always be why for me,forever.