World of fantasy

I'm sorry that I lied,I'm sorry that I had to fall in love, I'm sorry that a play for me turned into a reality, I'm sorry that when ever I see you my guilt makes me burst into tears, I can't control this feeling I have for you, knowing that my heart might explode yet I refuse to see you, knowing that it might turn me crazy yet I refuse to hear your voice, knowing that you're smile appears in my dream when I close my eyes makes me run to you, but I refuse, maybe if I stay away from you I would forget of you,maybe if I stop myself from thinking of you I might forget the feeling I had, maybe if I leave you can I be myself, but I still refuse to face you.

If I could I would turn Into the wind and blow on your face everyday, if I could I would make your smile be permanent, if I could I would make you into my melody,if I could I would keep you away from every harm,if I could I would turn myself into your dreams and live with you forever,if I could I would bring butterflies for you to see everyday, if I could I would make you mine in every life, if I could I would be your song in the rain and sun,only if I could, if I could I would exchange my happiness with your pain,if i could I would be your eyes in the dark, if I could i would be your heart forever.