World of fantasy

We might have crossed paths or walked on paths together but it was just for a short time. The red string that we thought was ours was never there. The flowers that was supposed to be bloomed turned into a wilted mirror. Sometimes it may seem forever but it's not. Sometimes when it's said to be ours are just yours and mine. Like the sky might not reach the end of the ocean and a rainbow that you cannot touch. Memories sometimes are ment to just heal the bitter heart once it's heals we move on. Sometimes we might stay into the moment with each other but as the path clears a goodbye turn into tears and moves on. Nothing is ment to be until we find the right path to stop at or with. It's better to move on then to say it was a never ever after.

It's Saturday 20th of may. I'm standing on the balcony looking at the lights at night that looks like a house of clay. Colourful as it may be, dazzling, shinning more then a thousand sea. Couples walking hand in hand showing love and affection to each other till the end. Here I'm standing feeling empty, yet thousands of emotions flutter inside me but it somehow gets enclosed inside and don't dare to come out. The cool breeze and smell of thousand craves clashing with sounds of laughter and car waves. Dogs bark cats meow they are still the same as I see the Stars every night. Heart beats a thousand times, breathing the wild while taking in the pleasure of peace and calmness. Feel it's rhythm through your ears, feel it's eager of many years let it touch you and your soul be free from harm and lose your soul fly high as you can be brave when it's your turn. It's 20th of may soon we need to say goodbye to the day and end with night only by welcoming another ...

If only time could stop when I first saw you. It was a start of winter and snow. I remembered you walking among other people. Your smile made me feel like I am alive. If only I could stop time where I saw you running to catch the bus. Do you still remember when we first met by the river it was where the cold wind blew and dandelions danced with it. Do you still remember the time where thousands of stars were dazzling and warm feeling were made. Do you still remember the butterfly valley were full of fluttery and I saw you in daze. Do you remember the tree that blossom our love were still standing behind the starry sky ways. Do you still remember the two cranes that were flying over a hundred years old memory maze. Do you remember the sacred rock that was known to bring luck is now cracked and broken. It's been many years now have you changed or am I still waiting for you in the past. Do you still remember the hairpin that was buried under peach tree now lays with dirt and gloom. Yo...

The heart some how feel empty. What does it mean, emotions dissapeared or I just got immune to it. Neither happy nor sad but at times I feel anger and thousands of regret. It's like a rain that falls with many drops but doesn't know where it will go. At times feeling are like rain they fall out but has no destination to were it will end. Some goals are like that be a long term or short they all sometimes become lost without purpose. Time and again things change so does a persons heart. Empty as it might be but sometimes it's against a persons will.