World of fantasy

Where does the happiness lies. Who is the happiness for, why does tears fall when one is happy. Why does one need to sacrifice for the happiness of others. Why does one have to fight for their own happiness. Why is it sometimes so hard to be happy. Some say being too happy might make one cry the next day. Why does happiness come with fear. Why does one shed tears when they fake happiness. Why does ones heart hurt just to be happy. Why is the world again the others happiness. Why did it have to be related to sadness. Why does it cost a fortune to be happy. Was it the happiness that was cursed or the sadness that was disguised to fool people. If it makes a person sad to be happy I'd choose sadness over happiness. Cause happiness is another name for sadness in my dictionary.

It's ok I guess admiring someone you like from afar. It's ok I guess he was handsome boy for me although he was bit nerd. Never had a courage to say hi when he was passing by. It's ok i guess he was a like a star that shines for me in the morning. He's hoodie had a special scent that made my heart race but it's ok I guess. If I'm not able to be face to face with him sneaking into a boys building section to get a glance of him will do so it's ok I guess. Joined a same music class with him although I was not good as him but it kept me close to him it's..ok I guess.

He was breaking into pieces, she held him close, trying to make him feel better, the path she chose, the things she did to make him happy. When he was at his worse she lit a small fire cracker to bring a smile that he lost. She said give me your tears I'll exchange it with my smile, she told him give me your fears I'll give you my years. She said give me your heart I'll replace it with mine. she said if you feel like to start again I'll be there to say hi I'm Stacy nice to meet you again. She held his hand and said if time can't heal your heart I'll replace it with thousand stars as long as I can make you laugh like there was no scars. And so she said