World of fantasy

I remember when I first saw the snow was when I was with you, it felt I missed then the time stopped, we promised back then whenever it snows I'll come to find you. So I went to the park at night and waited for you little did I know you never returned. Yet another snow came, and I went out again in a hope to see your beautiful glance starring at me. As I lost myself in thoughts I received a message from you saying your final goodbye. I stood still under the snow felt like the time stopped once again. I looked up in the sky thinking it was never ment to be. Destiny played dirty tricks on me, I layed on the ground looking above once again. Another year passed things changed by then I moved on in life and forgot the past. The company I worked for invited me on a party, it was also on a day it snowed heavily. I accepted the invitation and joined them. Few hours passed the snow was calm so I took a stroll outside. Walked a little further and saw a tall dark shadow standing looking in th...

I'm here waiting for you to call me by my name, standing on the edge of the mountain thinking will my wait will ever end. I'm like lost soul waiting for its body to be found,I'm like an ocean waiting to be able to reach the shore. I'm like an empty poem that never had its words. I'm waiting till the end of the day , year, week. I'm standing on the edge of mountain waiting you to be real from my dream. I'm waiting and waiting till I'm end of my wits. I'm still here waiting for you, no one knows of your real, no one knows that how long can I wait, no one knows how I'll be able to wait for a dream of you to come true. Will my wait ever end. Will my wait have happy ending. Snow-white waited for her prince to come and break the spell, sleeping beauty waited in her deep sleep for her prince. Where do I fit in my waiting. No where I guess because the waiting will never end.

I smile at the fall of petals, I laugh as the wind blows the pollens away, where there is fate ,there is destiny, some say it is the fate that when the time is over it will wither, some say its destiny when they turn into brown ragged stems. Many stories are been made on blossom ,many legends were told,many love stories began and ended but the blossom remained unharmed, why is it that when I stand near you the pain of my love appears and the heart feels it. I'm just a mere human we are born once and die once yet you still remain the same standing there in every season,your unconditional beauty never change nor suppressed the nature but enhance the surroundings. We get the shade under you, and the happiness that it gives when the petals fall upon us. My oh my the cheery blossom.

I'm sorry that I lied,I'm sorry that I had to fall in love, I'm sorry that a play for me turned into a reality, I'm sorry that when ever I see you my guilt makes me burst into tears, I can't control this feeling I have for you, knowing that my heart might explode yet I refuse to see you, knowing that it might turn me crazy yet I refuse to hear your voice, knowing that you're smile appears in my dream when I close my eyes makes me run to you, but I refuse, maybe if I stay away from you I would forget of you,maybe if I stop myself from thinking of you I might forget the feeling I had, maybe if I leave you can I be myself, but I still refuse to face you.

If I could I would turn Into the wind and blow on your face everyday, if I could I would make your smile be permanent, if I could I would make you into my melody,if I could I would keep you away from every harm,if I could I would turn myself into your dreams and live with you forever,if I could I would bring butterflies for you to see everyday, if I could I would make you mine in every life, if I could I would be your song in the rain and sun,only if I could, if I could I would exchange my happiness with your pain,if i could I would be your eyes in the dark, if I could i would be your heart forever.

Be my happy ending. Like a fairytale where the princess meets the prince. Be my melody so I could listen to your voice on repeat. Be my sunshine and light my world, be my flower so that I could see the butterflies in your eyes, be with me holding my hand until day break and the moon comes out. Be my star and shine upon the sky. Be my happiness so that my sadness melts away. Your presence makes my life complete. Your my fairytale and my happy ever after. Your the prince in my fairytale. Your mystery to every happiness. Your my everything that I wish for. Be my happy ending.

I'm sorry for lying I'm sorry for hurting you. Let me go now for I have done sins that can never be forgotten. Your memories will stay  With me forever as I sink deeper being tangled with all the problems I've caused now I must face it and await for the consequences to come.im sorry for the times I said I didn't need you in my life,that was the not true at all I always needed you but didn't want you to have my dark past Harbour your beautiful future ahead. For you I must let go,for you and your future I must distory myself. It's the only way. Please be happy the things we did cannot be forgotten but move on for me. Your life is more important than mine. I can no longer hold onto you. I'll remember your smile and I'll remember you laugh, those happiness and warmth I got from you.thank you for everything.my time is up.if there is another life I wish to meet you again as an ordinary person.for you my love will never die....