World of fantasy

Where does the happiness lies. Who is the happiness for, why does tears fall when one is happy. Why does one need to sacrifice for the happiness of others. Why does one have to fight for their own happiness. Why is it sometimes so hard to be happy. Some say being too happy might make one cry the next day. Why does happiness come with fear. Why does one shed tears when they fake happiness. Why does ones heart hurt just to be happy. Why is the world again the others happiness. Why did it have to be related to sadness. Why does it cost a fortune to be happy. Was it the happiness that was cursed or the sadness that was disguised to fool people. If it makes a person sad to be happy I'd choose sadness over happiness. Cause happiness is another name for sadness in my dictionary.

It's ok I guess admiring someone you like from afar. It's ok I guess he was handsome boy for me although he was bit nerd. Never had a courage to say hi when he was passing by. It's ok i guess he was a like a star that shines for me in the morning. He's hoodie had a special scent that made my heart race but it's ok I guess. If I'm not able to be face to face with him sneaking into a boys building section to get a glance of him will do so it's ok I guess. Joined a same music class with him although I was not good as him but it kept me close to him it's..ok I guess.

He was breaking into pieces, she held him close, trying to make him feel better, the path she chose, the things she did to make him happy. When he was at his worse she lit a small fire cracker to bring a smile that he lost. She said give me your tears I'll exchange it with my smile, she told him give me your fears I'll give you my years. She said give me your heart I'll replace it with mine. she said if you feel like to start again I'll be there to say hi I'm Stacy nice to meet you again. She held his hand and said if time can't heal your heart I'll replace it with thousand stars as long as I can make you laugh like there was no scars. And so she said

Have you ever thought of touching the moon by the bridge or river. Have you ever wondered how the stars weaver. Have you thought about changes in colour of the sky have you wondered that maybe you could paint it high. Have you tried to feel the wind or say it good bye. Have you ever thought of following the ants trail or have you wondered why is there darkness whenever we close our eyes. Have you thought of just being able to jump over a tree and feel the leaves flow to the sky. Wondering minds or something in disguise.

We might have crossed paths or walked on paths together but it was just for a short time. The red string that we thought was ours was never there. The flowers that was supposed to be bloomed turned into a wilted mirror. Sometimes it may seem forever but it's not. Sometimes when it's said to be ours are just yours and mine. Like the sky might not reach the end of the ocean and a rainbow that you cannot touch. Memories sometimes are ment to just heal the bitter heart once it's heals we move on. Sometimes we might stay into the moment with each other but as the path clears a goodbye turn into tears and moves on. Nothing is ment to be until we find the right path to stop at or with. It's better to move on then to say it was a never ever after.

It's Saturday 20th of may. I'm standing on the balcony looking at the lights at night that looks like a house of clay. Colourful as it may be, dazzling, shinning more then a thousand sea. Couples walking hand in hand showing love and affection to each other till the end. Here I'm standing feeling empty, yet thousands of emotions flutter inside me but it somehow gets enclosed inside and don't dare to come out. The cool breeze and smell of thousand craves clashing with sounds of laughter and car waves. Dogs bark cats meow they are still the same as I see the Stars every night. Heart beats a thousand times, breathing the wild while taking in the pleasure of peace and calmness. Feel it's rhythm through your ears, feel it's eager of many years let it touch you and your soul be free from harm and lose your soul fly high as you can be brave when it's your turn. It's 20th of may soon we need to say goodbye to the day and end with night only by welcoming another ...

If only time could stop when I first saw you. It was a start of winter and snow. I remembered you walking among other people. Your smile made me feel like I am alive. If only I could stop time where I saw you running to catch the bus. Do you still remember when we first met by the river it was where the cold wind blew and dandelions danced with it. Do you still remember the time where thousands of stars were dazzling and warm feeling were made. Do you still remember the butterfly valley were full of fluttery and I saw you in daze. Do you remember the tree that blossom our love were still standing behind the starry sky ways. Do you still remember the two cranes that were flying over a hundred years old memory maze. Do you remember the sacred rock that was known to bring luck is now cracked and broken. It's been many years now have you changed or am I still waiting for you in the past. Do you still remember the hairpin that was buried under peach tree now lays with dirt and gloom. Yo...