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Falling apart into darkness

I'm falling apart into darkness no one is going to hold me! Every memory I had creeps into my mind makes me feel like a feeder of emotions. I keep crying to let me out but there was no one on the other side just me and darkness. I tried reaching above just to grab hold of someone or something but I retreat with empty hand. Why am I the only one with many things but feels like I got nothing. Someone once told me happiness is just there but I kept on searching! They lied they all did , there is no such thing as happiness only darkness. I'm still falling into endless pit going deeper and deeper with no end to it. Then again I see memory floating within my eyes. I found myself shredding tears it was cold and flowing like river. I wanted to smile but then I'm afraid I might lose it at the end. Time and again I'm falling. O wanted to shout but there seems to be no sound it feels empty when I open my mouth. I keep falling with endless timezone! Why was I made, I'm just a c

The reason I'm with you

The reason I'm afraid of losing you is when I know that it would be hard to be separated in the first place. I've turned the whole world against me even if it means no way out. I went through the ocean even the waves can't sway me away. I burnt all the forest that was standing between us. When I chose this path it was my own decision not even me can change that. No matter what or where I'll be always standing by your side even if you make a wrong decision I'll still be there holding your hand. Even if the deity wants to take you away from me I'll bring you back. People say we are immortal I say my love is immortal that the word infinity has lost its meaning. that's how much I love you. Every moment,time,place, you will find me. You just need to do one thing call my name and I'll be there. Even if I'm not there I'm still with you. The wind that blows I there , the trees shake I'm standing watching you with a smile when it rains that means I

Like a dream come true in a night

Every story starts with once upon time, but mine started once upon a dream. There was a lonely girl who lived alone worked hard every single day, she was young cheerful, full of energy no one knew her real side. Every story she read was about either a love story or a fairly tale. Well what do you know her life got a new turn. At night she was sitting alone in a park with her usual umbrella and her small handbag , looking at the stars starring into space and in lost in her own thoughts. There was a guy that passed by few seconds ago placed an envelope. Eyes wide opened, wow this must be an expensive envelope,but looking at it no names were written on it, after thinking for few minutes I decided to open it and look inside there was a pass and a note written on it. I was in a daze, it was an invitation for a selection of marriage and a jackpot of money to whoever wins a heart of the rich families son. I knew I had no chance to stand against the other rich ladies who's gonna particip

If I could rewind the past to stop you

If I could rewind the time that we spend together, the laughter that was filled with love, the tears that made you put your head on my shoulder while crying, if I could rewind the day that we first met on a starry night but life is no movie where we could use the remote to rewind it, but if I could rewind the moment I had when we confessed and pause it for an hour or if I could just rewind it and play it over and over till I hold my last breath.but life is no television.i remember the day when you told me that it's over I wish I could remove it from my memory or delete it from my life but life is no device with memory chip, I wish I could rewind the feeling of the loneliness to nothingness. But it's no light with strings attached it yet it's still hanging.if I rewind the day we were at the mountain watching shooting stars but life doesn't have a remote controller to do as we want. If I could I wish I would rewind it pause and delete you from my life completely but life

When I'm with you, I'm free when I'm me

I'm free when I'm with you, I'm me when I'm with you. The laughter I never had the smile that was once sad that heart beats that freezed the pain that was ceased. I'm like a bird when I'm with you, I used to be one now I can say we are two. I'm like a rain pouring down without being found. I'm like a wind blowing in every direction. I'm like a melody without its music singing over and over with a song of love. I'm like a petal that leaves the tree branches and flies away with the breeze In a new place. Holding your hand makes me happy like a stars longing for night that is when I know when I'm free the only reason for this is when I'm with you is when I'm me is only to be free.