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Falling apart into darkness




I'm falling apart into darkness no one is going to hold me! Every memory I had creeps into my mind makes me feel like a feeder of emotions. I keep crying to let me out but there was no one on the other side just me and darkness. I tried reaching above just to grab hold of someone or something but I retreat with empty hand. Why am I the only one with many things but feels like I got nothing. Someone once told me happiness is just there but I kept on searching! They lied they all did , there is no such thing as happiness only darkness. I'm still falling into endless pit going deeper and deeper with no end to it. Then again I see memory floating within my eyes. I found myself shredding tears it was cold and flowing like river. I wanted to smile but then I'm afraid I might lose it at the end. Time and again I'm falling. O wanted to shout but there seems to be no sound it feels empty when I open my mouth. I keep falling with endless timezone! Why was I made, I'm just a child wait am I a child I don't think so I've been given things to do with responsibilities. A voice said to me your not alone I'm there wherever you are because I'm your darkness. I longed for a light and warmth but I got darkness and cold.why was there only darkness around me when I see others with light. What sins did I do that it became a part of my life. Closing my eyes! I'm still falling, does this ever stop. My heart hurts but there is no scars. My body trembles but there was nothing to fear off!. No go away I wanted to be by myself but there was no one just me and the darkness. Voice started to calling me come with me I'll be forever part of you. Yet I find myself still falling apart into darkness going deeper and deeper into endless pit.

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