World of fantasy

Always thought being alone is good, yeah it is but sometimes you feel like wouldn't it be better to have someone walk with you. They said a soulmate takes time, I know but for how long. They said there's someone special waiting for you, yeah but where and for how long. They said love is this and that, but for me I thought I had my first love but it wasn't so tell me what real love is. They said always be patient yeah I was but for how long. I've been telling myself that there's always someone who's watching me when I'm not looking but when I look back there is no one. They said music heals your soul, it did but at some point the soul will become immune to music. They said laugh a little it will be alright, I did but the tears fell of my eyes and the lips got tired. They said share it with someone, I did but at some point I don't even know what to tell anymore. They said there's always hope, I feel like even if there is hope it's getting less bit