They said and I did but for how long.

Always thought being alone is good, yeah it is but sometimes you feel like wouldn't it be better to have someone walk with you. They said a soulmate takes time, I know but for how long. They said there's someone special waiting for you, yeah but where and for how long. They said love is this and that, but for me I thought I had my first love but it wasn't so tell me what real love is. They said always be patient yeah I was but for how long. I've been telling myself that there's always someone who's watching me when I'm not looking but when I look back there is no one. They said music heals your soul, it did but at some point the soul will become immune to music. They said laugh a little it will be alright, I did but the tears fell of my eyes and the lips got tired. They said share it with someone, I did but at some point I don't even know what to tell anymore. They said there's always hope, I feel like even if there is hope it's getting less bit by bit. They said forgive and forget, did but for how long. They said emotion are humans nature, I know but it gets out of control sometimes. They said let nature take it's course, I left it to deal it for me but for how long. They said you've done enough it's time to let go, I listened but it's attachment was too strong so it stayed. They said never let yourself be a victim but they didn't know human hearts are vicious. I was once like a wind I was once like a breeze but when it stopped to blow I didn't know where else to go. Always listen to this and that, always do this and that, always pretend to be someone I'm not, always pleasing others but cursing myself inside. At the end I'm nothing more then a doll being keyed by it's owner.