World of fantasy

Another new year and here I'm looking outside the balcony, my window near the bed or outside the door. Stars appeared like before, I still search for the one in my dream yet it's ongoing and tiring but I still try. Thinking myself every day. Asking myself I might find him but not a single clue on how much I have found, just some scattered pieces of my dreams that's been long fragmented and half lost what I left is bits of it in my imagination. Looking around or down the balcony seeing smiling faces makes my heart warm but it's still feels empty. Where or who should I watch the fireworks with. Music is all I have imagination is all I can think of and be whatever I feel like to be in my Dreamland. Don't remember the face nor the height just some details insights. Is he real or not wheather he's just my imagination or not I'll still look for you. Should I end my search or go on, everything has it's limits so do I yet I'm still confused if I'm tired

Another day has passed while waiting for you to come. Million of faces passed by none were you. Thousands of smiles came but the one I was searching for wasn't there. Many places I've been none had your resemblance. At the end I felt tired and helpless eyes got watery, throat got dry hands got cold, and legs don't even ask. But what I know is even after everything I've done to look for you all I left is the feeling of wind that gave me courage to look back even with a slight chance of seeing you. It's the wind that made me realize that your somewhere near and for I won't stop until I find you.