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She's what she is

She is what she is, nothing can change her even if you want to. She tries her best to do things, yet some people don't get satisfied. She tries her best but gets criticized. She wants to fly high but gets dragged down to earth. She wants to cry but thinks others might think of her as a useless trash. She stays in her little corner where she gets happy with things she do but not long when others try to takeaway from her. She's been told they wished she was like others but they don't know she tries her best but they try her patients to test. She wants to shout but her words turned into drought. She wants to feel like the how other kids are treated. They say they love her but sometimes the love comes with taunts and dissatisfaction. When she was small, naive and childish others tried to bully her when she thought of fighting back she became the perpetrator. She was seen by other kids as person who loved to complain about them to others. No one cared what she felt at times she

Missing the unknown

Sitting alone thinking about someone I don't know asking myself are you even real or just my imagination. Naive little me not knowing what is love, so I asked the birds flying in the sky is he real, they said no he's not. So I asked the sky what does he look like and it replied look within. I asked the ants does he know I exist they replied why lie to yourself when you know the answer to. I asked the wind is he someone from my past life it said feel your heart if it beats then he's yours. I looked at the shadow and asked why am I waiting for him when I know he's not real, they replied sometimes what we want is not what we seek. None of them know if he's real or it's just my imagination. So I turned to the ocean that was crashing the shore am I really missing him, and it replied deep within a thousand sealife lives but if it's fate one might be just for you look somewhere or wait for it the answer you want will there for you to pick. And with that I was still

Which side should I go

Growing up knowing I was a bride of someone else little did I know an unexpected person came knocking my door. I was told my husband to be was looked up by all and was responsible but on the other hand I saw another who's unrestrained and unbothered by responsibility. One showed me stars, the one caressed my scars. One became my shield, the other taught me how to weild. He knows how to bow before the parents, the other hangs his hand around others like sworn brothers. One bound to keep others from turning evil, the other teachers to be what you want and be free. One respects the wife decision, the other does thing's without restrictions. One shows how lovable a couple can be, the one makes you so special like I'm one and only there can be. One talks about world affairs, the other expresses his inner desires. Now should I pretend to be a person that I grew up for or someone I didn't know I could become. Each are side of a coin on both sides.

Knock at the broken heart

He told her, you may be broken and if I knock hard I may break that door but if it's broken I can make you a new one. I can't give you stars but I can give you light. I can't give you moon my but I can show you the sunshine. I can't give you your first winter but I can become your summer. I can't dance with you in the rain but I can give you rainbow. I can't make the tears go away but I can give you the smile for the day. I can't make promises but I can make things happen if you want them to. I might not be your first but I'll try to be your last. I can't say we'll stay together but the time we spent might not be forever. I can give you memories but I can't promise that it might make you sad. But if you think your day is bad look back at those pictures and say and so he said.

The villains

Not all darkness seems scary. Not all fire be burning not all haterd be daring. He's past may be sad but he's not bad. He's life may be hard but he's heart is made of thousand stars. He's look might be not catchy but he's feeling are more then scratchy. Hero's might get a limelight but villains stays behind. What if the beast were not cursed or the Prince were not influenced by the parents wish. What if the true love kiss were ment to heal a broken heart but not save a hero in the start. Not all villans were forced to be bathed in blood, they just need to be loved and recognized. What if the princess did save the prince but chose a villain to be her happy ever after. Tangled showed that a thief not only steals a crown but it also steals the heart. If they want a happy ending might as well change the villain to fall for someone that saves them from misery. Not all heroes were made of gold, but villains that made them shine upon their grace. Thanks to the vill