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That one heart that wasn't mine.



Since I started knowing you, be it a friend i never thought you be the one to make me smile and do silly poses for me unknowingly. My naive friendship kept me distancing myself from you so that the pure bond doesn't get broken.
I once thought I'd make you think of me as someone special but you're thoughts made it even harder to love you. I'll keep loving until you find someone else or I find someone else.
It's selfish I know but I'm scared to show. Our personalities are different and living styles. I don't want you to change because of me.
I kept telling others that I'll forget about you and move on but you're picture keeps playing in my head like a 90s movie.
The song takes me back to imagination where you and I are free from the differences.
I'll just love you from a distance even though it's just from one side.
I just hope you find the one that loves you more then I do.
The one you want and how you want her to be.
I'm not the one to be your other half when our minds are already apart but my heart can't understand the fact that it's impossible.
You're the tide that I'll never cross, the sun that I'll never find the warmth. The rain that I'll never see it fall. The wind that it never touches me. The moon that won't look at me.
You're the things that I can't get it for me.
We don't talk much but many things happen when silence speaks.
I tried to tell you my feelings many times but my hands stop as soon as I start.
When it feels wrong I feel it's right, maybe in this life you're never was mine.
Be it attraction or attachment since the day I saw you differently my world changed it's way.
I'm not worthy to have you in my life , not the right person to depend upon. Fate plays a cruel role and makes you like someone that isn't yours.
Hoping one day he'll understand and run to you but it's just all a fantasy I created for me.
I'm just a passing cloud in your life, I hope that our meeting can happen once again. In another life.
Where you and I are not as we are today. Where i can find you first and not let go.
Where our personalities doesn't clash and one of us doesn't exhaust oneself to love another in secret.
Idk if you were the one I've been searching for , because it's been long but I don't know who or whom I'm yearning for.

I just wish I could stop my feelings for you.

To him I once loved!! { ○●□♤♤☆ }
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