The evening thoughts

She set on top of the railing, and watched the city as the sun sets and the lights get on. She thought what would people down there be thinking about. Some might be happy, some might be sad, some might be having food some might just be thinking about food. Everyone out there have goals in life to achieve. But what's mine. At times being aimless makes me feel like I'm good for nothing she thought. It's life I guess, she spotted a young couple passing by on the road side, hah look at them and look at me she thought. Life taught me many lessons this year, from friends to families and strangers as well. She said to herself I've lost too much and gained less how do I even balance this. I unknowingly might have disappointed some people as well but I just don't know what else I can do she told herself. As everyone says everything heals as time goes by but they don't know it lives an invisible scar that appears without you realising. As the night chills started to get her shivering, she got down and walked back to her room.