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Love, lost, revenge

I was standing on the edge of the mountain waiting for you, days flew like dust,came evening than night,still standing there with no traces of you, now I know that no one will ever love me like you but I'm sure of one thing no one will hurt me like you. I walked thousands of miles to search for you, I got tortured by thousands times yet I stood against it to find you, I walked on rocks,hot sand,cold ice just to see you, I got beaten by thousands of people,just to get the information of you, I crossed rivers and lakes in search of you,my legs got numbed but I never lost hope just for you, starved for days and nights,still looking for you, my head got hit against the wall blood flowed like water,yet I kept thinking it's worth it because it's for you, when I finally saw you without someone else plotting against me, the feeling I had was crushed by a thousand rocks,bit by bit it shattered into pieces. The promise we made was just a show for you. I never thought that a day might...

Why is why with no answer

Why must you leave me, why must you love me but leave me in the end, why must you bring tears to my eyes,  why must you say words that pierce me like thousands of swords, why must you leave me in the middle of nowhere,why is it me being hurt in the end, why is it you being cold towards me, why am I so stupid to let you in,why did you promise when you couldn't even complete, why must you pretend to love than using me like a toy,why have you gave me a scar that I'll never leave my heart, why must I cry, why did you take me to places that gave me hope, why did you smile if it was fake, why did you want to hold me if I was disgusting in your eyes,why must you be cruel, why is so painful to forget,why can never have a any ending it will always be why for me,forever.

My crazy life

Today is my first day where I start my new life in university of science, my family runs a chemical business. When I was small I used to go to the lab with my parents and I use to mix different compounds in one almost about to blow the whole area, I gonna tell you it was a close call, but that was in the past. My lecturer used to get tired of me asking questions well I can't help but think about how to create new formula. It's a month now I became senior in my university. We have different levels and categories as well improve our skills of chemical Understanding. I improved mine and got on the senior level but I didn't know that nothing comes for free. The senior has all the boys and I'm the only girl at my teen studying with them. I don't know how I offended them that they went to such extent and ruined my project that I worked so hard for. Oh did I mention I'm renting a place with my childhood friend. My childhood friend and I was going to look for a place ne...

Unknown

Loneliness became friends, fear became my oxygen, hopeless became my bones, anger devour me in mind, darkness became my light and tears became my smile. The joy that was once blooming decayed like leaves and the blessing that was made turned into curse.  Why must one suffer till death, why must one leave the pain behind and move forward, why must one cry till they fall asleep, there is no accurate reason or answer but yet it happens to everyone. The loneliness makes one hallucinate about things that is impossible but yet it happens. Many things are unplanned and many are planned, certain things happen and certain things don't yet still there is a hope in people's life which is blinded by hatred and revenge. Many unfold stories are yet to be discovered and rewritten by themselves. One must not hesitate to make decisions because destiny has been long planned out and we are unaware of it. A dead leave turns into dust and get absorbed by soil and gives other plants life.

Crazy day

Another night came stars appeared shinning brightly, silence crept me whole night ,suddenly a shadow appeared among tall trees. I kept looking at it than a gust of wind blew through my window making me fall on the floor a young figure standing before me looking with its fearless eyes hair bathing the moon and stars with a tall figure I can see his abbs , he has a little rough lips and a dazzling smile. Who he was unknown like a character from a novel or movie But all I know was that my heart was pounding out of my chest and my body trembling in fear. One question appeared in my mind over and over who is he why is he here. He fell on the ground and started to tremble in pain , he was hurt and needed help. For humanity I had no choice but to help him I told myself deep breath and everything will be fine once he recovers  as I started to undress him my hands were shaking but I couldn't let him die so I took off his jacket and hes shirt but it was stained with blood and got stuck on th...

Going against the will of love

A love must be bonded by fate one cannot make its own decisions no one has ever said that it was mistake but they don't know its fate that made couple even if you run you will end up thinking about each other . Difference don't matter its already bonded by a red string.  One cannot hide its true feelings and its heart.  Mind don't make decisions at the time of hatred the heart takes over the body its never listened to once will it will do what it wanted. One cannot suppress its power as the saying goes a love can over come any hatred its just needs little time and more calmness of mind.

The stranger that is forgotten

The rainy night standing near the sea watching as the rain stopped the stars appeared above me the moon shined you were sitting on the big stone with the eyes wondering over the vast ocean. As I stood and walked pass you, it seemed like the fate brought me to you, looking at me and the silence kept us unaware of time. A feeling in me appeared as I went near,  the aching In the heart grew. One question came in mind do I know you,  have we met before, a blurry pic some before me can't figure out who it was than it disappeared. The tears dropped from my eyes with an unknown reason. Why am I crying for a stranger I just met , who is he. What he said didn't get to me like there were no sound just the noise of the waves and the winds who are you again the voice came to me I don't even know what to say its just I'm out of words. Why do I feel like hugging you and crying so hard as we were about to be separated. Why do hold so much importance to me for wanting to touch your fac...